Monday, June 30, 2008 . 9:51 AM

okays, actuali my air ticket already at the admin office wif the clerks ler. but i lazy collect, coz today OFF luh! ahahah. tml den collect, den i'll post details of my flight number here =). btw do they say which terminal i'm landing on the ticket? if not i hav to go online check. boo.

omg. so excited. hehe. cant help thinkin abt it. haha. but i better focus on my work first. if not go home leave oso cannot go in peace. =/ and i nd hand over the secretary job to another guy lols. coz next meeting i wun b around.

ytd sms-ed abit wif chee keen. during my prowling sommore. rufl. typical shit of couples, his girl smsing me using his hp, stuff like that. played along awhile, but told him i'm still sensitive towards certain topics. den bo reply liao. WTH. i'm gonna trash him in pool this saturday. RAWR.

Saturday, June 28, 2008 . 5:09 PM

woots. i got 2.9gb of techno from a fren in another camp. Song ARRRRR!!! alot of old songs which brought back tons of memories. from memories of my post 'O' lvl days, gd n bad memories of my 1st gf (lol?), memories of OZ days, irc-ing til late, streaming my techno for pple to listen over IRC oso, memories of those ton nites at chalets or anywhere at all n blast techno.

suddenly just felt very nostalgic. hahhhhsss.. but all these were good memories, and it just feels gd to think back on those days once in awhile n realize that my life has it fair share of fun.

back to the present, i'm praying hard i can settle all (or at least enough) of my outstanding issues before i go home leave. my RQ is helping me, but sometimes his words are so straight n blunt, i listen oso feel discouraged. but i muz tell myself to perservere!! why?? COZ ITS THREE MORE WORK DAYS GOD DAMMITTTT!!! oh ya, why three? coz i'm off this monday. HEE. and 1st july got cohesion outing, but they put me duty STOREMAN on that day. fucked up lor. not fair lor. the other 2 malays fucking show no interest in that outing, den dun put them duty. knnbccb, pui. nehmind. i take the chance to do abit of paperwork here n there.

which reminds me, my thumbdrive missing! SHIT! all my impt data there and i nva back up!! SHIT!! i hope i left it in office or smth. i cant rem. SHIT! *makes mental note to myself to back up once i get it back. scary luh!*

i suppose i will only start packing on wed and thurs nite. 2 nights shld be more den enuff, coz all my stuffs is in a small bunk anyways.

and my buddy silly luh! she most prob wrote down on the wrong date, or remember wrong or smth, coz she went to airport ytd! instead of next fri. abit diaos oso. feel so bad =/ coz imagine go down all de way there, waste her $ n time. -.-"

i got nth to do now, coz some guys went jogging, den the rest seem to be going out later. =/ no dota kaki. STONEEEE!!! mayb i shall take this chance to think thru wat i nd to do for the next few days.

Monday, June 23, 2008 . 6:34 PM

Hrmph. saw this paragraph. found it very true. (and i'm guilty of it too)

Our world rates wealth over courage and comfort over commitment. We think that nothing will ever disturb our lives. We are surprised when people get sick and die. We think that technology can fix everything. We take our safety for granted. We have more degrees but less sense. We have more medicine but less wellness. We've added years to life, not life to years. We build everything bigger, but not neccessarily better. We have more convenience but less time. We have more communication but less understanding. We make heroes out of actors but have no idea who the real heroes are.

i read this and it was like, "holy shit". dats so fucking true =/

annndddd, back to the main topic on my mind nowadays, my home leave XD.

no one replies my qn, coz i noe no one reads my blog. even my buddy din noe i posted details here. HAHS. funny me. xD.

just kinda worried about hw i'm gonna spend my time. yea yea, i know i'm gonna get scolded "wth you're coming back to SG, 2weeks holiday, and you're WORRIED?!?! WTF?!? ", but dats me wadddd... =( .. no la, i'm worried i'd hav trouble gathering the pple i wanna gather. and eventually it would determine whether i spend my 2 weeks outside or at home. (which,unfortunately,home is not 1st choice,coz NO INTERNET!!). but not to say that i dont miss my bed,my room, my com, my PARENTS! =( i'll be spending my actuali birthday at home fyi to u guys =). also because 18th noon flying back. ROFL. but its not a spoiler =)

shit, i know there's more i wanna say, but forgot again. ROARS.

Thursday, June 19, 2008 . 10:42 AM

[Date Confirmed: 4th July]
[Airline confirmed: SQ]
[Time of me leaving camp: 10.50am]
[Time of departure: 12.50pm]
[ETA SG: 2.50pm]

xD xD xD

*cough cough*. 2.50pm. anyone not working or schooling or watever? *wink wink*

Sunday, June 15, 2008 . 10:20 PM

ok, i didnt mention, my flight's gonna be SQ(phew), not BIA (double phew), coz BIA sucks to the core, from their counter service, to in-flight experience. fugggglyyyy fuggged up... reason y i said that is simple, i've received plenty of feedback abt BIA. counter staff being rude, flight being delayed (more den one occasion), lousy service on-board. wat more can i say?? BIA IS VACUUM!!! (i.e sucks,lol)

been racking my brains on songs to dl, there's so many nice songs i heard on radio last time which i never got to dl, coz i was so scared of receiving that deadly letter to pay a fine, and all that piracy shit. here in brunei i'd wanna take the chance to dl everything and anything i can. BUT I CANT REM SOng TITLES ARGH. i'd ask pple for help but cannot! coz how can any other person know wat songs i thinkin of lol.

there's this song i heard b4 (mayb i left it in my desktop n nvr copy over to my lappy, but i confirm rem hearing this song on my own playlist somewhere somehow). lyrics goes SOMETHING like this (save afew words here n there i cant rem, the * would mean there's some word there, i think)

hey
why'd you look so sad,
* * *, come to me now
dont,
be ashamed to cry,
let me see u through,
coz i've seen a dark side too

ok i might be wrong wif the lyrics, but if anyone knows the song pls tell me de title hahas.

fri went to eat at some ala carte western restaurant near our camp. 3 pple $80. LOL. exp!. but nice!. den saturday went to eat pizza n pasta buffet. OMG. NICE oso! wahahha. fei si wo. but nvm. i burn fast. awhile back to usual le. =X

today duty, so cant go out. spent the afternoon dotaing, den evening onwards maple again. priv svr of course. but hopping around. coz ironically, those SG ones all buay gan. end up i hav to play a svr which is far, like US,europe that area. yea its laggy abit. but i'm settling down there lol. got guild n stuff le. i suppose i'll use that to pass the time if there's nth to do.

i oli realize late last nite dat jun jun msg me telling me she moving on to kl for diving. HAHAs. anyways. 2nite shld b coming back le o.O.

--- still heavily heavily thinkin of wat i wanna do when i come back. as expected, i'm freakin stone. blank. so many things to do, yet i cant decide wat i wanna do. wth is this. i noe i wanna gather ber n ming n the other guys out. i noe i wanna gather wif kel n the DM gang too. hmm. and probably go clubbing (if denise remembers to jio me along). gonna make the most out of it. but hav to hope the fates are kind, that all my fren's schedules are not that tight. =.= ---

Saturday, June 14, 2008 . 9:11 AM

hees. just feel like luffing n happy for no reason. ok mayb there is a reason. counting down to home leave LO!! home leave 2week BA! den come back for another 3mths den EOT ba! den go back sg another 2mth den ORD LO! . ok the last 3 parts was rubbish. counting down to home leave is de one making me happy. at least among all the fucked-up stuff here. sigh.

and guys, PREPARE panadol for me can?!?! coz SG air is confirmed DIRTY!! BLUHHHHHH... every single one of us who has went back for indulgence leave, or home leave, or watever reasons.. step into sg.. SICK..

and i found out, my flight's gonna be in the afternoon. LOL!!! hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...

Wednesday, June 04, 2008 . 6:28 PM

ROFL. Started back maple on sunday. den monday was off-in-lieu so i monday oso play in de morning. now lvl 9x ler. LOL!. ok la. abit obvious. i playing private svr lol. actuali is just testing see whether can connect anot. but confirm can. coz nvr go thru gameguard. and normally the host is someone's pc somewhere in this world. this svr i playing wif trix, but she says the drop rate not so gd, coz she cannot find her kandayo. LOL? but true la. mayb the drop rate is like 3x or 4x, it'll b better if its around 8-10% =x. EXP IS CRAZY CAN!! now her fren de svr down coz he's overseas, cant wait for her fren de svr, den most prob i permanently settle down there if his svr stats gd.

this morning i had a chance to visit the new stealth frigate for our navy, i almost couldnt make it coz my whole branch was involved in cargo stuff. end up since i sounded out i had an interest, so my superior recommended i go, so-called 'represent' my brance, if not lao kui -.-" BUT I'M HAPPY! nvr would i hav tot i could hav de chance to visit our own navy vessal while i'm on overseas posting. and its reali true lohs. on board the food alot nicer! all de chefs are regulars oso lol.

haiz. but i'm still not happy abt smth since last nite. jun jun didnt seem to be herself 0.o". i duno if its reali gastric or wat. but be strong k? it'll be over soon de. try not to anyhw scold pple , coz they're innocent ><. u wan can scold me, i let u fa xie if u nd to haha. take good good care of urself hao ma? i noe u'll b reading this, someday.

Sunday, June 01, 2008 . 11:15 AM

aight, normal days since thurs, except for ytd lol.

went out super early, at 9am. coz crist jio me join them go out, celebrating his bdae. they rented two cars sommore, ruffles.

initially planned to go to The Empire, the 6-star hotel in brunei, to hav buffet bfast, but i think they nva do homework, we reach there, found out they oli open at 11am, and NO BUFFET sommore -.- is ala carte -.-""""". so went to another restaurant for tim sum. haha. not bad tim sum, havent ate this for years.

after which was abit of null time, so went to play pool awhile, ( or rather, i WATCH them play, they knew i got play but i diamdiam, they kinda forgot oso so they din ask me to play, until the end when one of them ask here got number ball anot.. den i say nx time play num ball jio me, then all start shooting me liao -.- say i silent killer. LOL!! but realy ma!! i not the kind to go around advertising myself =/ )

nx was to catch a movie, the chronicles of narnia: price caspian.. or can say chronicles of narnia II oso.. lucky no link to the 1st one.. coz i didnt watch the first one.. all i knew was those 4 kids were kings n queens of old.. blah blah blah.. which was enuff =p

not a bad movie at all.. nx was dinner at another restaurant, then at nite most fun le!! play go kart!!! HAHAHHA!! but was kinda late, so we oli had time to play one game, in my game i was first!! LOL!! coz heng ma. my fren in front of me was first to go in, but he dowan to take the fastest car. so i huat lors. =X hehehehe. fun!!! =PPPPP