Thursday, May 29, 2008 . 8:39 AM

just back from guard duty. had quite abit of sleep last nite so turns out i dont realli nd this whole morning to rest, so come use internet peacefully oso. its here in brunei den i realize i'm a sucker for peace n calmness. xD. or mayb to be exact, it feels really really soothing to hav some peace n quiet after a period of hectic life. when i'm back in sg i'm gonna make it a point to go to de beach once in awhile and see stars at nite, while just letting my mind be at ease with the crashing of the waves. the nice sea breeze. omg, heaven =D

finally someone actually replied me on holiday suggestions. aggie u told me hk n taiwan, coz u went there b4 RIGHT!! mayb dats y no one dare suggest, coz if it were me i oso wun dare to suggest places which i haven been to b4. but still, thx =D. i'm also considering those 2 places, since most i know like those places, and budget is still quite ok for taiwan or hk. i definitely nd more frens!! **and hope someone is gd in chinese, coz i suck!! LOL**. oh yahs. if my flight is midnite, means i reach sg 2am+++ leh. u still willing to fetch ma?? hahahaha. be honest =P.

but i 4got to say, my taxi fare can be claimed. so no worries =x.

Tuesday, May 27, 2008 . 7:38 PM

alright. smth which i tot i updated here le but haven. coz i sms-ed afew pple n email afew others dats y i kena blur :x

MY HOME LEAVE KENA PUSH FORWARD!!!! ROARRRRR... ok it sounds like bad news at first, coz the reason why i chose 16th to 29th of july is because.. 15th and 30th is public holiday in brunei!!! my 14days of leave fit gam gam ho inside.. den can celebrate bdae wif all oso.

BUT! after thinkin thru abit. nvm oso lars. now become 4th to 18th july. SAmE SAME. i come back 18th, den 19th n 20th is weekend. rofls. still can celebrate bdae oso, just that the actual day would be a littttttlllleeeee more sian, coz flying back on the nx day. hahs.

flight surely is at nite de.. can be anytime from 8pm to midnite sia.. =( both to and fro de same..

Anyone willing to fetch me from airport??????? :x

Sunday, May 25, 2008 . 10:17 PM

wahs. i just kpoh one of my old frens den frenster profile. she went to japan sia!!! ROARRR!!! but i know she able to afford. and her bf oso around. he oso looks like can afford. sighs. i can oso afford after my brunei tour, but i'm the only one who can afford, and if i do go japan, i cant do anything after that le =x

so i've arrived at the conclusion. i dowan go japan. =X. neither do i wanna go korea. coz there is the most exp tourist location.

havent talked to ber for awhile lehs. duno whr she poof to again.

i shall ask again: anyone got nice places to recommend for holiday? dun tell me sentosa rOarRR.
my mind not realli wandering around thoughts of singapore to be honest.. dunno y leh. mayb coz not really that near yet. ya its 1mth 3weeks more oli.. but.. hmm. i reali duno y leh. i'm reali excited. yet. stone oso. lol. mayb is coz i'm reali tired. or mayb i nd to be on the plane den i realli happy. just like the other way round. when i first came. on the plane den everything start coming.

some words i heard, not realli from any particular person, but in general.. making me think of life.. thinkin wif regards to moving on in life.. somehw i feel different from wat i felt and told myself 2-3mths ago.. perhaps its behind me now or perhaps i numb to all these le.. like my mei lidat. numb til cannot numb anymore.

recently everyday oso dota. lol. camp is boring!! cannot go out gai gai everyday! so if u say my blog is boring i wun mind. i kinda agree. ruffles. nvm! when i come back i huat liao!

trix pulling me in to play maple private svr. i knew long time ago got such things le. even wanted to try it out last time. but end up nvr. lol den now resurface again. i told her it makes me luff. coz in the gaming world of legit players, privates svrs are often seen as unwelcome to us, coz well like i said, we're legit. and private svrs have boosted exp, gold, wateva yadda yadda. and ironically, now all of us are going in, even duckieFC gm oso. *4got his nick* HAHA.

random thought. PURPLE MONKEYS~~~~~ =x

-the end-

Sunday, May 18, 2008 . 12:33 PM

AH! now i finally rem wat i kept forgetting. LOLS. it was smth that i read in the papers.

pangyaSEA closing down! not that i'm happy abt it. but i'm shocked to read it. then again. i not surprised oso. the amt of players inside getting lesser n lesser. machiam kong kong liao. but this time the issue raised even made a topic in the papers. i think i read it in Life! or straights times. 4got which.

read abt the earthquake in [insert country here]. ps 4got where it happened. but so massive. so many pple injured n killed. haiz. and not only that. the past few weeks read about alot of accidents. sg oso got. the minibus thing which made one kid die. and another lady after her dragon boat training or smth, kena bang by car.. oso in sg.. i see the picure of her husband dat broke down n nearly suicide on the spot, feel so heart pain.. sigh.. god bless all these pple.. may they be happy in their next place, and for those still around, hope they will be strong n carry on with life..

Thursday, May 15, 2008 . 7:24 PM

aiyos. my fren today broke his ankle. he oso la. gey kiang. kena twice b4 le. sprain den numb. den still dowan take care. now bone realli broken. he just got back from the local hospital here. i think nw we all wont let him play game or run liao lols. sort of make me wish it was me lohs. den so much easier to solve my problems. but i guess now no one noes y i lidat say le.

anyway. hope he recovers quickly. God bless him.

gonna send back some $ to my parents this mth. one guy staying near tamp safra there. he going back on leave end of this mth. gonna ask him to help pass the cash to my parents. coz my bank card spoil oso. and i dun hav internet banking. so since i hav all these excess cash wif me on hand, might as well send back. instead of waiting til july. nvr noe wat might happen and mama or papa nds cash.

AIYAAAA. again i wan to say smth but 4get wat ler. @$%^#$%^LTKSDFLGKSLDFKGRYTGEdrgsklje4lkjtlkasdasdasdasdasdasdasd!!!!11!!11oneoneone!!!111 *thinking thinking*

Sunday, May 11, 2008 . 9:14 AM

aiyos. everytime i come here i got feeling i forgot wat i wanna say. den after i offline le den i rem. den nx time i come here again same feeling. wths. =(

oh well. we DID dota til 4am hahaha. but not a gd night lors. all sleepy. den de guy sleepy sleepy still go same lane as me. make me lose so much exp and $ to AI. coz he juz anyhw whack. wah rao. i was BH sommore. if let me solo mayb that game still can win.

AH i think i rem wat i wanna say le. after the lan shop visit, i've decided i might drop by more often if i can ler. coz in camp play bnet dota verrryyy laggy. gonna try in lan shop see how. and if possible i'm gonna jio my meimei play ler. weee. a break from all the noobs in camp. i'm straightforward. they ARE noobs. but i'm trying my very best to train n teach them, they're improving, but i suppose there's still a limit. coz i found out their main problem, same as mine way back last time. LJ GRAPHIC CARD. LOL!! their screen movement is not smooth at all. sigh.

the countdown has begun!!! hehehes. 65days 14hrs 35min and 35secs as of this moment i'm typing. HAHAH!!! NOT ANYHOW HOR!! i got a countdown timer LOL! the skin is kenny from southpark de. haha. cute and super nice to use XD. oh yahs. is countdown to my home leave. not EOT (end of tour). always gd to look forward to nearer events. time seems to pass faster. cant wait to go back! so sexcited!! oops. i mean excited. XD.

Friday, May 09, 2008 . 9:18 PM

bleahs. update update.

this week final week of "freedom". coz nx week super busy. mostly coz of my cargoes coming in from SG and other camp stuffs.

now at lan shop. my 1st time here! my fren bring me here de. coz we juz eat finish claypot rice. den nth to do for the nx 30mins or so. 10pm we nd to zhao le. nd go back camp. so come here use comp awhile. since the shopping centre we walk til can memorize the whole bloody place liao. rofl.

later going to dota til 4am le. or at least according to wat they tell me when they jio me juz nw. tml guard duty nd wake up at 7am sommore. NVM i still can chiong. wahaha.

u take care ok? vomit sure means something wrong de. either something u ate is bad, or ur body needs rest, coz too tired den sure sot sot de. but u say u 2dae rest le. so hope u can enjoy ur weekend bahs. my weekend both days on duty. lmao. nvm. save $.

OH YA. tok abt $. sending back quite a big amount back home this mth. i hope it can help dad n mum. and my home leave 50% confirmed le!! its the harder 50%!! coz my officer clear me for it le!! so nw left the admin procedure. if it goes smoothly.. den 16th to 28th JULY i'll be back. anyone looking forward to me coming back? coz i look forward to seeing u all =(

Friday, May 02, 2008 . 6:59 PM

labor day was, well.. actually happy! coz morning was practically slacking around. then the camp welfare officer decided to let us hav games in the afternoon. but in the end it became free-and-easy, so while i was in bunk slacking, suddenly one guy called me, then tell me.. "OEI LAI SNG DOTA!!!" i was like O.O can!!! den i ask him how the hell can play during office hours. they say they ask officer liao. WTH?! first time in my life i heard such thing. officer allow us to dota in our mess. ROFL. so 6 of us reali machiam lan shop liaos. all playing at same place, using our router, haha.

today oso not so bad bahs. actuali hav work to do, but duno y i feeling like i've accomplished alot. maybe i have? but i always hav the feelin i miss out alot of things coz i was so free most of the time.

keep thinkin of random stuffs recently.

i'm actualli wondering more and more who might(or might not be) the other person(or persons) who feel the same abt me, which i nvr find out who it was, other den de colleague.

i'm actualli gettin more n more blank as to wat i wanna do when i'm back in sg. ya i would wanna eat bak chor mee. i would wanna go to all the places which i've nva gone for so many mths n see wat changes hav occured. i saw a tv program this afternoon, is about singapore ghost stories. but its not abt the ghost stories. the show situated in SG. and for the 1st time in 5mths i saw SG TAXI. i feel so swakoo. but i think u all shld understand bahs. i feel so distant from homeland now =( from the simple things like missing my neighbourhood, to missing my friends, and the food..

and i just sms my father in the afternoon. it seems our moving house shld b confirmed le bahs. just that nw waiting for HDB to rent us a flat, den can move out le. papa say mayb afew more mths. haiz. NOOOO!! i wan to be in tampines!!! tampines got all my friends!!! it has alot of meaning for me oso!!! =(((