Wednesday, August 24, 2005 . 10:25 PM

hehez.. erm.. recently spent a great weekend wif my laopo.. but i think had abit too much fun.. now sick le.. ;p loLS.. but its alright! i'm strong! i drink vitasoy!! (like real).. but erm.. for updates.. i think read my laopo blog to noe wat we did thru the weekend from fri to sun ba.. not i lazy or wad to blog.. but i sick so abit tired nw.. and surely more or less i'll post the same thing.. so.. hehe.. ya lidat..

but one more thing.. ALL you guys out there.. pls note that there are TWO shoutboxes now.. the main one is at the top.. as per normal a chatting area for all of us.. but the below one is personal one.. for me n laopo to tag for each other.. it can double for other uses too.. so u all dun go there di siao siao.. i can login delete posts oso so no point di siao siaoing.. =P

Thursday, August 18, 2005 . 11:21 PM

yeah! PR2's over.. not that it mattered anyway.. since its not judging.. still i hate standing in front of a whole lecture theatre full n present my stuff.. =/ on to celebrations now.. and what better way than to spend it with my dearest laopo.. her parents are overseas!!! yes and at this very moment i'm typing this.. they're already gone!!! wahhah!!! but.. God please bless my darling.. protect her.. i realli wish she doesnt get sick.. she's getting some symptoms of flu or fever.. PLEASE GOD.. PLEASE.. NOOOO.. DONT SPOIL WHAT WE'VE BEEN LOOKING FORWARD TO FOR 2MTHS++ PLEASE!!! PLEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAASSEEE!!! ARGH!!!

*prays.. prays.. prays..*

gotta go slp now. n pray sommore in lalaland.. haiz.. PLEASE~~~~~ =_=!!!!

Tuesday, August 16, 2005 . 12:29 PM

woo.. lets hope things go nicely this weekend.. and erm.. lets hope laopo able to help in getting that new phone for me.. hehe.. i feel so happy now i reali can 4get abt this thurday's presentation.. eh.. now i remember le.. =( wahhaha.. nvm I WILL SURVIVE~~~

Monday, August 15, 2005 . 1:14 PM

this post is only for huixian. comments will NOT be welcome as what is being said is only the surface. therefore just reading this wont be enuff to comment.

i wont be indirect here. i'll be straight to the point. there's gotta be a time when u realize that some things u say or even some things u do.. your gestures.. the impression you give.. in other words.. you yourself.. are causing this "drifting"..
whether or not u are a failure in friendship.. no one can say or judge u on that.. you hav to reflect on yourself n see.. look back abit and think again whether you could hav reacted in another way on some issue.. or say something that would hav made the difference between a misunderstanding and a quarrel..
you may think i'm the bad guy now,saying all these to you,and being so 'fierce' and criticizing you.but let me tell you this.. aside myself,there are people out there who are unhappy at certain things.. some minor.. some major.. mayb u know what you're doing.. but i'm just a voice.. a so-called 'representative' to tell u what u roughly nd to do..

i sound abit dense here.. you most prob will be thinkin what the hell am i referring to.. what 'aspects'.. certain 'people'.. all these.. like i hav mentioned.. are for u to realize ALONE.. and when u do realize it.. come back to this point and think again whether i'm helping you or just scolding you..

you dont have to tell me that you're working n bz n ur even more sad than we noe about drifting apart.. i'm mature enuff i KNOW all these.. but i'm bz wif sch,ber's bz wif sch,nette's bz wif her own stuff sometimes.. we all hav our own things to do..but we're not drifting apart.. there's this difference here.. you have to think WHAT is this difference.. what is it that we are doing/not doing? given that fact that you're working at a different timing.. so naturally yes of course it'll be abit harder to meet.. that point is definitely understood.. but whenever there was a gathering, even b4 or after u started working.. somehow or rather u still didnt meet up.. most prob u wont remember.. but to the people involved, who u were supposed to meet but didnt in the end.. they'll remember.. trust me..

i would be one of those who 'diamdiam'.. coz i didnt get close to you ever since the start.. but ever since my bdae i felt sooner or later someone has to giv u a blow n wake u up.. i dont blame u that it so happened it was your cousin's bdae.. but if u really missed all of us.. if u really wanted to meet up wif us.. you can show up.. even if its for 30mins or 1hr.. but no.. and what did u blog somewhere those few days of my bdae? i wont quote that.. but i'm sure we remember what u said.. which simultaneously made us angry and hurt as your friends..

lastly.. a disclaimer.. what i speak is facts.. but do not misunderstand.. i myself know there are times where the fault lies in fate.. sometimes just too suay and things cant be helped.. but the few 'issues' in my mind, are what causes me to blog this out.. you can hate me after this.. you can scold me and ask mi to fuck off.. but i know i'm not wrong.. and someone has to tell u this.. so i sacrifice.. =)

oh.. and one more thing.. xian if u treat aggie as your dear baobei.. or a friend at least.. den respect her more pls.. dont just call her out of the blue and ask stupid questions about arcade machines or road directions.. and treat her like as if she's your secretary or wad.. once is enuff for these kinda things.. again.. think about it yourself k.. =)

Tuesday, August 09, 2005 . 1:28 PM

sad now.. my laopo doesnt like to be ignored(but anyway no one likes it).. so 2dae i stay at home n pei her whole day.. not counting meal times of course.. but now she says she wan go out later.. i ask her "wat about me" she say "u stay home lor".. i wake up earli coz i wan to be here pei her whole day from the time she wake up and come online.. but so sad.. haiz..

not saying she cannot go out when i oso nvr go out.. thats definitely not my point.. but rather.. i wont mind going out to pei her.. and 2dae since she staying home so i dowan go out i wan pei her.. so kinda sad ba..
2dae is special day of de mth again.. its our 4th mth anniversary le.. aww time passes so fast.. but i never regretted every single moment of it.. =)

met laopo at kallang mrt.. so excited.. 1st time wearing couple tee wif her.. i abit paiseh to wear the tee lor.. i nvr worn this kinda tee out b4.. and she didnt even giv me courage to wear.. still kind of show temper when i told her i wearing a black shirt over it when goin to sch.. i noe how u feel.. but i nd encouragement too oso k? i'm human too u noe. =/.. end up i just muster up some courage n wear the couple tee out.. *blushing happily though*

dropped at somerset mrt.. went to the nearby jack's place to eat.. heng we didnt choose tampines de.. coz i dun think tampines got candlelight dinner.. but anyway.. the ambience there quite gd.. laopo wanted to order one of the fish sets.. but dun hav that particular fish le.. so end up we both order same. crayfish & boneless chicken.. haha got peas and carrot.. when the dish came she put all those at another small plate.. loLs. machiam side dish. den she oso keep playing wif de candle. keep wanting to blow it out. but i keep saying no. until it burned til almost finish le. and oso coz we eat finish le. but we 4got take pics of the food!!! argh!!! how could i 4get...@%^@^%@$%..

the meal.. overall very bao.. coz got dessert oso.. and erm.. appetiser.. so its like erm.. 3-course meal or something lidat.. quite worth the $ i think.. but anyway thats the main purpose we go dinner dates each mth.. to eat at these kinda places.. eat de good food at least once.. and enjoy them.. =D so $ is not realli an issue.. have to try sooner or later.. den nx time can avoid the lousier 'classy' places =x

after that slowly walked over to PS le lor.. den erm.. along the way.. u guys noe the duck tours thingy.. then there's this big screen showing adverts.. we both happen to see the advert.. so farnie.. lemme try to explain..

this couple.. dancing tango or something rite.. ok.. den there's this move where the lady goes downwards.. the guy supporting her so its like she "halfway" fall down.. that kinda pose.. get it?? ok.. den the camera at this point zooms in on her neh neh there.. yes her BREAST there.. coz she's wearing this top.. wif spiky spiky at the neh there.. machiam durian.. and when the camera pan in on the neh.. the screen fades away. and in place of the neh. GUESS WHAT. ESPLANADE!!! i and laopo is -_-" face. wtf face. diaoz face. all in one i think. nehneh = esplanade?? WOW. i wonder the creator of this advert for esplanade. horny at the time of creation or wad. think til lidat -.-"

went to PS. took neo. on the way met nich. he told us the rest of the dm gang there. but i heck first. priority is take neo. coz oredi around 9.30 le. laopo had to go home earli sommore. jialat le. so we faster take neo. but fast oso too fast le. even the machine timing for us to deco the pics oso so fast. duhhhhhhhhz. but its fun~!~ kuku de.. i hug laopo nicenice smile nicenice pose nicenice le.. den in front got additional background screen drop down.. we both chua tio leh.. den hurry go in front anyhow pose -.-" haha muz take that machine again.. fun =p pics will be uploaded in laopo's blog the nx few days.. heh..

after dat.. she say since she rushing home.. so no nd me send her home.. but some things is not about whether i wan or u wan or who dowan what.. sometimes it just fits nicely into the plan. 2dae since u rushing. so u alone can rush faster. den i might as well delay some time n go tok wif the dm guys. as usual ba. tok abit. den go arcade play abit. i got 94%perfects for ancient breeze on DM tmd lack 1%.. and i got 1 Great on ancient breeze BASS for GF. HOLY SHIT. kel took a pic for me. will put it when he sends it to me ba. tmd. one great. if not got EXCELLENT. =p crapped abit wif terry n alex later on.

laopo called at 1+. pei her tok til 2+. keep telling her to go slp soon. dun strain her eyes coz she suddenly got mood to do banner. think she went to slp around 2+. oso bo sms tell me. weird thing is she still can blog say i ask her wait for me reach home? i nth to say. i hav low tolerance for putting words in my mouth when i didnt say it. but given the situation. i close one eye. nvm.

haiz. i just dont feel that good about it. coz she no specs. left in office. so nvr wear while doing banner at home. at 1+am. den i oso dun dare to force her go slp. later she angry. since she got mood to do banner. i respect her choice. haiz. been a tired day. i go slp le. i miss her so much already. haiz.