Saturday, July 30, 2005 . 12:35 AM

phew. just finished cleaning up a part of my room. and when i say part it realli is just a part. just the whole area around my bed. coz i got a rash behind my thigh. so my parents just thought.. play safe clean the whole area.. so i think 2molo laopo coming over.. she'll be the first (and only one =p) to see what changes has been done =p

anyway honey's going for a job interview in about 8hrs+ time.. SIA wor.. i really really hope things go well.. and that it will turn out well too.. coz this current job of hers.. damn sucky lor.. lousy environment.. totally unpleasant for her compared to her previous AIA job.. but wats past is past.. i cant help her too much in this.. but to offer her the encouragement and support and giv her the courage to carry on.. and try new stuff.. thats what i've always been trying my best to do.. i just hope i'm succeeding >_<

just came to blog abt this bahz.. these few weeks seldom will see me go out that much le ba.. have to save up $.. Aug is gonna be a hectic month in more ways than one.. sch oso gonna be hectic in terms of work.. and wallet oso in terms of $.. coz got alot of appointments. *ahem* *winks at laopo* oops.. wee i go slp le. . . nitez all..

Saturday, July 23, 2005 . 11:59 PM

i'm not perfect. i cant do alot of things coz everything in this world nds $. u think about each thing and sooner or later it will still boil down to the word 'Money'. thats what i lack. but whatever that does not require $. i will do it. i will try. to my best. i may make mistakes. everyone does. but i'm trying my very best. each person says things, does things his/her own way. i have my own special way of gettin meanings and points thru. i dont mind if u dont get it. but in the end when i do explain myself. i hope u realize the things i've done is not just alittle. but alot. sacrifices are nth compared to being able to see a smile on your face. wasting time & money is nth compared to being able to brighten ur day when ur feelin down. sometimes i'm able to succeed bringing that smile or brightening your day. but when i dont, i feel lousy.

there are times i get blamed for something i did not do, when in fact i either am innocent, or i did do it just that u dont realize it, i just dont know how to react, but probably blame myself. we all make mistakes. but as far as i'm concerned, i'm correcting them bit by bit,step by step,day by day. my heart is really linked to yours, as when ur happy, i'm happy. when ur sad, i'm worried. i dont expect things from u, i dont take u for granted. the only thing i want from you, is your love. if i must be selfish. then yes thats what i want. i may say wrong things at times. especially if we're joking around. but that's where the trust comes in. if u dont trust me. i dont know hw to react.

you are the best thing that ever happened in my life. believe it or not. previous years of my life has never seen so much happiness and sweetness and of course,LOVE. some may say things are fated. some believe that there's a special someone for each n everyone of us out there. i believe i dont have to search anymore. coz i found my special one. and i believe fate did bring us together thru certain events and outings. i for one want to cherish and bring this relationship to the nx lvl. i want to envision us being together for years to come. lastly. i love you. i love you for who u are. there is no specific reason like "i luv the way u smile" or "i luv your character". because if there is, then once that reason is gone (be it a smile,or a change in character), it will mean i dont love u anymore? so when i say this. it means that whatever u do, however u change, whatever u say. i still love you. because i just simply do.

Friday, July 22, 2005 . 5:45 PM

honestly i dont know what to say.. i busy doing stuff nia leh.. den brain cannot concentrate on too many things at once.. lidat become my fault.. become u no mood.. ok lor.. sorry.. i reali duno wat i did wrong 2dae..

Monday, July 18, 2005 . 9:05 AM

hmmz.. as promised.. now is monday.. and i'm gonna blog whateva happened over the weekend.. it'll b a long post.. lazy to split them up to respective days in posting..

friday.. after sch went marina walk wif laopo.. wow marina is damn nice now.. but can get lost one -.-".. i blur after walking around.. even got walk in circles.. but discovered some nice food places to eat.. most prob gonna include those in our monthly yumm yumm list.. and erm.. think they trying to act classy or wad.. food court say food court la.. we check around den see they put it as "food loft" what the hell is a 'loft'?? i noe 'loaf' but no 'loft'.. O.o??!!?! so we went to this food "loft" and had dinner.. they had outside seats.. but being it on the 4th floor.. so the seats had a view of the whole CBD area.. and the esplanade and merlion n fullerton.. wow GREAT view.. it was SOOOO nice.. wahah.. i notice got outside seats i jitao chiong for it le.. =x

saturday.. wah erm.. i think better not type too much if not reali become composition le.. so i put brief details.. met laopo at 1.50 for movie.. fantastic 4.. only the action part abit nia.. at the ending. but its a funny movie.. quite alot of humour here n there.. overall its still a nice one.. hanged around at PS arcade.. then ZoneX arcade.. den went over to marina to meet the rest of the guys n hav steamboat.. heh.. got laopo,ber,nette,mervin,tianming,andrew,nut,yongbin,henry n me (haha in order of seating summore.. anti-clockwise =P) eating halfway.. most prob is the ndp rehearsals.. WOO GOT FIREWORKS.. summore so nice!! got new designs one.. n wow.. weeee.. wooo.. think too hard to describe.. but.. WOW... WEEEE.. so nice..... it is really really a memorable one for me le.. and the cake was so nice.. blackforest cake.. wootz!! tio sabo but wun say much of that.. *shy*.. den after that nua at the arcade nearby.. til its time to go bugis.. and as usual nua again.. til its time for nite pack.. n den morning went home.. damn tired.. but thruout alllll these.. its allll very nice n memorable n sweet.. coz my special loved one was wif me thruout.. yup my laopo.. i din noe she can ton.. n i din noe hw she asked her parents to let her ton.. considering it was never done b4.. omg.. i'm so touched.. went home damn shag.. so just rest lor..

sunday.. simple day bahz.. had dinner wif family.. n cut cake n took alot of pics.. cant put in now coz i'm bloggin in sch.. but the cake was the same.. blackforest.. haha.. surprisingly almost same design.. but hear from laopo they bought from different place.. so ya.. anyway blackforest is NICE.. YUMMMMM.. thank you everyone.. thank you thank you..

ok signing off le.. hehez.. yeah i'm in the 21 club le.. loLS~~~

Friday, July 15, 2005 . 4:54 PM

its dat time of the year again.. loLs.. but haiz.. saturday got plan.. supposed to hav plan on sunday but duh my family say wan celebrate my bdae oso.. i wtf coz they normally dont.. now plan til fully utilize my weekend le den come tell me say wan celeb.. so bo pian gotta cancel sunday one.. sian.. actuali i dun reali like to celebrate wif family.. but wat laopo say is true oso.. at least frens one can rearrange to another day.. but family is very hard to rearrange..so ok lor.. anyway i think my bro buying choco cake for me.. so haha.. can la!! =X

nw i in lab bloggin.. so wun say much.. but anyway nth much to say.. later gonna mit laopo go marina walkwalk see how's it like after renovation.. 2molo's the outing.. sunday most prob too tired n stayin home to celeb.. so i'll try to remember to blog abt everything on monday

cya all.. and thx in advance for everything..

Sunday, July 10, 2005 . 4:48 AM

2dae overall average day.. woke up feeling happy due to a wonderful friday.. but somehw i could sense laopo not feeling the same.. can tell by her 1st sms reply.. later in msn it was even more obvious.. the way she talked just wasnt normal.. dont wanna put out what happened later.. basically i dont even know if it was me, or some other issue that caused it.. but its not worth getting all heated up for.. and at the end of the day i suppose i did make her feel better.. coz she went for a walk after dinner.. n i went over to PS to meet up wif her.. coz she wan catch doll doll..

she reached just abit earlier than me.. n i saw her having a go at the doll machine.. she couldnt catch it.. so i searched my wallet.. n took out a $1 coin.. gave it to her.. she didnt wanna accept it but i insisted.. so she tried again.. but failed again.. so we just stood back n watched other pple try.. later on she took out her wallet to count her $.. i knew she was budgeting to see whether she could spend any more on catching.. so i gave her $10.. again she didnt accept it.. but i forced her.. told her its ok de.. den she asked me to go change for $1 coins.. change what amt was up to me.. so i came back wif four $1 coins.. then she pulled me to the bigger machine.. showed me that someone had tried catching a mickey mouse but failed.. and it was just hanging over the hole abit.. meaning just push abit den drop down le.. so i was thinking of letting her have 2 tries at it, then i'll try 2 times.. so i passed her 1 coin.. tried.. failed.. passed her the 2nd coin.. tried.. n she caught it~~ wee~~ ya though is sort of "kio sai" but aiya heck la.. got catch gd le.. end up duno y its just a doll, even skin color oso hiam.. end up anyway she say she prefer minnie.. dowan boy de.. so we switch the mickey for a minnie.. its at my hse nw coz she scared bring home will tio scold by pa ma for going arcade..

after that walked over to bugis to find the rest.. den laopo went home le.. i stayed on.. din play much.. damn hot.. came back wif terry n sky n nich to tamp.. ate prata.. tok cock abit.. n now i'm home bloggin..

p.s laopo.. i dont mind if u dun wanna say what happened, but promise me dont let it affect us can anot? i find it realli wasted to let something small affect something big.. hopefully 2dae my actions spoke alot of words..

Friday, July 08, 2005 . 11:57 PM

been quite awhile since i blogged.. and yes i know i've not been bloggin as much or as often as last time.. basically coz of the same repetitions in life nowadays.. ya u guys know it.. sch from mon to fri.. in SIP lab.. slacking.. meeting my dear laopo everyday after sch (and after her work).. well not everyday.. there are those few days where we muz guai guai go home earlier.. if not pa ma kpkb..

in important news.. 2dae was the 1st of the many many many more to come of dinner dates for me n laopo.. n it was a great day too.. morning mother gave me $20 for nth.. she says she got the "extra cash".. er.. orh?? loLs.. after sch met laopo for dinner date.. we went Cafe Cartel to eat.. WOOT~~.. i cant believe i'm actually eating there.. so excited.. but duno y my facking gum choose to cock up on me just afew days ago.. n i should have known better than to order STEAK.. hav to chew more.. in turn making my gum more pain.. but realli its a small issue only.. i still enjoyed the whole meal.. n the chocolate drink that we ordered.. its called "Death by Chocolate".. contains chocolate syrup, chocolate ice cream n milk.. holy shit its GOOD.. we both chocolate lovers.. pure shiok-ness.. =x

after that we went gaigai awhile.. den went down to arcade.. played guitar wif laopo.. and i was thinking would i be extra lucky on this special day too.. and i did.. for some strange reason instead of the usual 92%perfects i get for Ancient Breeze Bass on guitar.. i got 98%perfects!! Premium encore stage!! wooo.. so happy.. can let laopo enjoy 5stage game instead of 3.. =X but after i sent her home den went back to play i buang like siao le.. drop drumsticks.. den perfect rating went down.. but i managed to catch the tigger keychain which laopo needed to complete the full set of pooh,piglet,eeorh(duno hw to spell) n tigger.. laopo waiting for me til fall asleep.. i din noe til i called her.. den she use hp ans instead of switching to house phone.. so i din tok long.. n i smsed her instead of calling her when i reached home oso..