Thursday, March 23, 2006 . 2:27 AM

YEAHHHHHHH~~~~ we conquered the seafood platter for two !!! wahahha... me n honey thinkin wat to eat for dinner.. end up we thinking.. since we both bo eat lunch.. n quite hungry.. so we wan try to own the platter.. and after much determination.. wahah we finished it AT LAST.. !! yeahie..

Wednesday, March 15, 2006 . 6:11 AM

-=[I thought TRUE LOVE was just a mirage of the mind,
it's an illusion, it's fake, impossible to find.
But the day I met YOU, I began to see,
that love is real, and exists in me.]=-

-=[To love is to share life together
to build special plans just for two
to work side by side
and then smile with pride
as one by one, dreams all come true.
To love is to help and encourage
with smiles and sincere words of praise
to take time to share
to listen and care
in tender, affectionate ways.
To love is to have someone special
one who you can always depend
to be there through the years
sharing laughter and tears
as a partner, a lover, a friend.
To love is to make special memories
of moments you love to recall
of all the good things
that sharing life brings
love is the greatest of all.
I've learned the full meaning
of sharing and caring
and having my dreams all come true;
I've learned the full meaning
of being in love
by being and loving with you.]=-

-=[All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart,
And for us to be together, to never be apart.
No one else in the world can even compare,
You're perfect and so is this love that we share.
We have so much more than I ever thought we would,
I love you more than I ever thought I could.
I promise to give you all I have to give,
I'll try my best in anything for you as long as I live.
In your eyes I see our present, our future and past,
By the way you look at me I know we will last.
I hope that one day you'll come to realize,
How perfect you are when seen through my eyes.]=-

-=[There is a dime a dozen...
Then there is one in a million...
But baby, you are once in a lifetime.]=-

-=[Day by day
Night by night
Kiss by kiss
Touch by touch
Step by step
I fall in love
A love so incomprehensible
So vivid
So unique
So wild, that not even the reign of God could control
A passion so deep
A need so necessary
A want so strong
The universe would not handle
I love you today
I’ll love you tomorrow
I’ll love you forever]=-

-=[I asked God for a flower, he gave me a bouquet
I asked God for a minute, he gave me a day
I asked God for true love, he gave me that too
I asked for an angel and he gave me you.]=-

-=[I dream of your touch while you are away,
I remember the day,
You came into my life,
I dream of the day I will be your wife.
I dream of the day I can fall asleep next to you,
I dream of the day I can say I do.
To be your husband,
To be together for life,
Is a dream I have,
Every night.]=-

-=[The first time we met, I could see,
That you and I, were meant to be.
Your eyes were so gentle, your smile so true,
When you first held my hand, I just knew.

Now the time has gone by, through laughter and tears,
These days I shall cherish, for years upon years.
Those memories we have, shall never fade,
For those are the steps, that we have made.

That was the past, the future is near,
I anxiously wait, for what will appear.
New homes, more laughter, and children so dear,
Everything will be wonderful, as long as you're near.]=-
i dont know how else to express my feelings le.. so i hav to resort to finding poems to let you know..

pls know that i nvr anyhw take.. i only took those which expresses my true and total feelings.. of course i've edited most so dat it suited to us..

after this.. i'll be gone le..

-=[If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.]=-

-=[I love the way you look at me,
Your eyes so bright and brown.
I love the way you kiss me,
Your lips so soft and warm.
I love the way you make me so happy,
And the ways you show you care.
I love the way you say, "I Love You,"
And the way you tried to be there.
I love the way you touch me,
Always sending chills down my spine.
I love that you are with me,
And glad that you are mine.]=-

-=[I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.]=-

-=[I love you so deeply,
I love you so much,
I love the sound of your voice
And the way that we touch.
I love your warm smile
And your kind, thoughtful way,
The joy that you bring
To my life every day.
I love you today
As I have from the start,
And I'll love you forever
With all of my heart.]=-

-=[Love is like a lump of gold,
Hard to get, and hard to hold.
Of all the girls I've ever met,
You're the one I can't forget.
I do believe that God above,
Created you for me to love.
He chose you from all the rest,
Because he knew I would love you best.]=-
i'll always appreciate YOU for just being here..

i've always thanked GOD for bringing me to YOU..

i've always appreciated that i have someone to tell all my sadness and happiness to.. and thats YOU..

i've always appreciated that YOU've been around to brighten up my life the past year..

when u were gone for those 5days.. even if you were still smsing me.. my life was boring as hell.. you should know.. i only went out for andrew's bdae.. the other 4days was spend at home doing nth.. to the extent even my dad started scolding me..

i always tell myself, maybe its just coz u havent really been thru the hurting situations.. you've been thru some.. but not as much as i have..

ask me the question "IF I WERE TO CHOOSE BETWEEN MY LIFE N YOU,WHAT WOULD I CHOOSE?"

what would be my ans?? "LIFE".. do you know why???

because YOU are my LIFE.. and i mean it literally and emotionally..

i might not be good at expressing myself sometimes.. sigh. but hope u'll get my meaning somehw..

Monday, March 06, 2006 . 1:48 AM

bo mood maple. been dota-ing whole day. wif unknown pple in bnet,mostly noobs or unsporting pple, but.. used to it le.. haha.. bnet jiu shi ze yang de..

why bo mood maple.. coz my honey baby not here.. she in hk.. sigh. i miss her so much.. i keep using net sms to sms her.. hehe.. THANK YOU INTERNET!! =x but she has to use hp sms me.. so abit chor... nvm if her bill too much i'll pay the smses for her.. hehe. i dun mind.. coz the happiness i get when i read her smses, even when she not in sg.. is worth more den $ could buy..

hmm.. ytd saturday.. ya same thing bo mood maple.. so whole day dota.. until around 7+pm.. (finally) i left my house n went down dbg.. i tot i was kinda late.. but noooo.. i guessed correct haha. all still playing games.. the celebration for andrew's bdae haven start.. so.. luckily.. i oli had time to play 1game of DM at plaza sing.. den went to 7-11.. den came back up.. den watch kelvin n alex play.. den near closing time we all went down again to 7-11 le..

lmao.. sabo andrew damn fun.. i didnt directly sabo la.. but i took part in *faking* around.. ahha.. and "whacking" up virus and junting.. lol.. se be funny. details abit too much to say here.. but lets just say we play around from like 1 or 2hrs i think.. den went to mac for usual crapping.. left there around 3+ and reached home at 4.. as usual share cab wif alex n terry.. sky dunno why he say no $ share den he take NR7.. wth.. wan say no $ is ME den no $.. but i oso noe the practical usage of sharing cab.. NR7 will cost him (lets round off - $2).. the cab fare was $15 only.. IF divided by 4 that will be near $4 nia.. $4 to get home FAST.. and EARLY.. more den worth it.. i was still thinkin.. after i bath. n relax le.. i think he still on the bus at duno which road.. rofl.. abit bad but truth always hurts =x

2dae sunday.. nth much lor.. slept n got the rest i needed after prev nite's sabo session.. and as i mentioned eariler.. dota whole day.. and sent honey afew smses every once in awhile oso heh.. but so xing tong when she said she didnt see anything she liked at all.. or cannt fit her. haiz.. realli.. my heart abit sad.. =(.. even worse.. duno the stuuuuuupid tour guide.. didnt come and fetch them when they reached shen zhen.. they stand there 2hr+ leh!! WTF!!! and they dun even noe their hotel.. i duno hw in the end they managed to get there.. wen she back le i'll ask her.. tmd.. stupid tour guide..

oh wells.. i abit suay.. dota keep finding lousy teammate. hmm sunday nite.. OHH GINA SLEEP LIAO.. i can go maple le.. rofl.. but wait.. i think its sec sch holiday.. ah heck.. nvm i go find something to do..

Saturday, March 04, 2006 . 3:12 AM

slept around 11am.. woke up around 5pm.. 6hr slp.. no one at home 2dae. so coincidence.. normally i would be happy n enjoy myself de.. but 2dae no1 at home.. feels so empty.. i didnt login maple immediately unlike usual.. went to wash up first.. den took my 'lunch'.. and sit in front of tv n stone.. took abt 1hr to eat finish.. den went to play maple all de way le..

overall nth much happened.. all de time i thinkin of wat she's doing oli.. muz be shopping haha.. i can imagine her being happy.. and i naturally smile =).. i smsed her around 11+.. and surprisingly she replied!! so happie n excited the moment i heard sms tone.. coz pratically my hp is dead when she's overseas..

now i wan to go slp le.. finally feeling like sleeping.. but i guess gd oso. can pass time faster.. its only the end of 1st day and i'm wishing n looking 4ward to the 5th day.. =/ honey i miss u so so much..

Friday, March 03, 2006 . 8:46 AM

God thank you for blessing me.. phew..

i didnt slp much, almost none at all since 3am.. just on and off closing and opening my eyes.. til 5am.. called honey to make sure she woke up.. but her father beat me to it LOL.. so i went back to rest awhile more.. and OMFG i fell asleep.. she sent me two smses and LUCKILY i woke up to the 2nd one. which was 6.48 already ARGH.. she told me 7.25 boarding le, in my mind i oli had one thing - rush down ASAP. i din shave.. din even bother to pack my sweater.. just wash up, drink milo, dress n get out of the house le.. i was so worried.. so scared.. i did not want to believe life was that unfair to me that i cant see her off.. d4mn lucky got a taxi almost immediately.. d4mn lucky ECP got no jam.. d4mn lucky it only took me 10mins to reach T1..

called her.. she was still eating at bk.. phew.. so relieved.. waited at skytrain there for her to come up.. coz cant let her parents see me.. haha i not offically her bf yet in the eyes of her parents.. coz they duno anything =P.. i think on the taxi i tahan my tears but cannot tahan the redness.. honey meet me le she noticed my eyes red red.. =x

took afew times skytrain wif her.. den farewell le.. she had to rush to meet her parents.. last call le.. so i stayed a distance behind.. watching her take her bag, check in.. n slowly go out of sight le.. =/

slowly walked to take the train.. and slowly walked home from tamp interchange.. thru all the way my eyes kept getting soggy.. but heng can tahan.. now i at home le.. cannt tahan le.. flowing.. its not tears of sadness.. but rather tears of departure.. i'm happy i am able to cry about something like this.. ultimately i'm happy for her, and hope she enjoys her time there.. =)

though in total slept less den 2hrs, but i cant slp now oso.. guess i'll go maple abit..
3.10am.. honey's leaving in less den 5hrs.. i'll most prob (hopefully) get to see her at the airport.. secretly send her off coz her parents duno i am her bf haha... honey's in bed slping now le.. very scared she cant wake up at 5.. so i guess i better set my loud alarm n hp alarm n.. wateva alarm i can find..

though i cant slp nw but i gotta get some rest ba.. if not later go airport i'll ko on the way.. literally.. haha.. just finished printing out the pics of the stuff that ber wants her to look out for.. off to bed! =p

Wednesday, March 01, 2006 . 1:56 PM

think i kinda understand hw hen feels about being lonely ingame le.. not that i'm taking things for granted.. but sometimes just feel a little jealous.. and worse still hurt in some situations.. its ok i wont bother to whine about it much.. wont do much use.. so i guess i'll juz chiong lvl.. anyone who's reading this, its just a whining post.. nth much..

honey i'll miss u so much when ur at hong kong.. haiz.. :'(