Friday, August 27, 2004 . 10:26 PM
2dae's the 5th mth anniversary of me & my laopo le.. but we didnt meet.. she's too busy wif her event.. in fact we didnt meet at all this whole week.. other than monday.. meet liao but she chose to go home earli for dinner.. so end up i cant even treat her dinner or anything.. sigh.. i duno when will she read dis post and de prev one.. coz she's that busy.. anyway just to let u noe laopo.. tts de reason y i'm not feelin in de happiest of moods early dis week.. planned stuff but failed.. now i'm missing you so much i'm just practically half-hearted in wateva i've been doin.. be it sch or games.. =(.. den again that last part could be my fault.. my heart is too weak..as for wat i've been doin 2dae.. erm.. wasting time lor.. no place to go.. nth to do.. end up just retreat back to cyber center.. play mu.. i'm so lost le after not touchin it ever since the week before term test.. wat to do.. plannin to go there at 9am 2molo mornin.. though open til 1pm oli.. den after that.. again duno wat to do.. where to go.. mother went overseas in de middle of aug.. only will be back in middle of sep.. and nw my dad goes out 80% of the time.. everytime ask mi eat dinner out.. ruinin my plan of saving $.. fucker.. and i go home to be greeted by a dark empty house.. almost everyday its just me.. i'm gonna get depression soon if i allow my thoughts to go astray.. which already did once.. laopo noes it.. but she said some nice words which brought me back to sanity..
anyway you guys wont see this side of me outside.. coz outside its so much nicer.. there's the grass.. the breeze.. occasional bumpin into friends.. simple things that make me happy.. tts also why i recently got this habit of buying chocolate and snacks which i NEVER did so before.. just to cheer me up while i'm at home..
so this post was done immediately when i reached home.. and at this point i'm still wearin my outside clothes.. haven bath or anything yet.. so i'm gonna bath nw.. and stone in this chair.. and think of a special someone in my heart.. sigh..
Thursday, August 26, 2004 . 9:57 PM
Hmm.. just felt like posting this.. A song from Drummania 10th mix.. But a very nice song with nice lyrics.. for someone.. you know who you are.. :P so here it is..~DEDICATION~
Thomas Howard Lichtenstein
Did I ever betray your trust
Did I ever let you down
Did you ever find yourself feeling like you were so low
Just where anybody didnt know
You know I'm like a shadow
And you know that I'll never let you go away
I can tell when you're feeling bad
I know just what makes you mad
I can even guess what you'll say long before you've spoken
You're secret code is broken
But you dont have to worry
Cause I'll be right here like an echo on the sideline
Dedicated to you girl
Cause you're the center of my world
I promise you it's forever
You'll never have to look for love again
I'm dedicated to you girl
So that you'll never be afraid
I'll always be right beside you
I never wanna lose you my only love
Did I ever step on your dreams
Did I ever keep you down
Dont you think it seems like I'm in love with you so badly
So truly and so madly
This is my dedication
And my whole life is what I'm gonna dedicate to you
lol.. ok i did the editing in my sch lab jux nw.. coz it was 800x600.. so the layout shld be ok for u guys le.. even with my 1024x768 its still ok.. so i hope can le..
Monday, August 23, 2004 . 9:37 PM
Ok i'm done wif it.. notice no more clock le.. and no more javascript text below.. i took out de text coz since got de marquee at the side there le ------------>did more shifting and adjusting.. to make the tag board fit just nice so u guys no nd to scroll to type msg and den click tag.. and respectively needed to shift the pull-down lists down oso.. but overall it still fits nicely into one screen.. dont know about resolutions anot.. mayb 800x600 hav to scroll.. den again i duno so hehex.. leave comments k..
as for the clock.. well i duno y.. prob dis blog diff structure of html code.. but den again how diff can it be.. anyways after some trial and error.. YAY.. it cant work.. -.-" so i say f*** it.. mai waste time on this le.. anyway the blog looks damn damn nice to me liao.. woot.. hehex.. well.. i guess this is all the updating i nd to do le.. guys please please leave a comment or anything at all in the tag board ok?? oh ya.. and i luv the font.. jackpot TIO my favourite.. Comic Sans ms.. hahaa.. i like the roundness of de font.. msn i oso usin dis font.. but blog post abit da small hor?? nvm la i noe u all got gd eyesight.. LOL.. =D
ok.. signin off.. 5...4...3.. AH heck.. *gone* :P
Bwahahah.. changed a new skin le.. once in awhile muz change de.. den will hav de fresh feeling.. like as if its totally new.. get wat i mean?? well if u do then gd.. if u dont then i oso cant explain.. either u get it or u dont haha..
so.. i'm just bloggin this after doin the major changes.. as in the biodata.. and the links.. and the most troublesome.. SHIFTING this whole box down abit as well as the biodata section accordingly oso.. why leh?? coz the bloody new feature on top there *points up* by blogger was blockin.. heng i noe html.. see code abt afew mins can le.. *phew*..
so nw i'm gonna bath and such.. i'll be back in a few.. den i'll do up the tag board (yes i'm putting it back.. so you guys can comment on it..) and do the javascript again.. i cant leave out my wonderful clock and words and de bottom.. :p~
Wednesday, August 18, 2004 . 1:28 AM
Tag board's gone..Thursday, August 12, 2004 . 11:16 PM
hmm.. 2dae.. went out wif laopo.. we.. went to cck first.. to.. get her skirt which she wanted to buy.. she.. tried on both small & medium den.. we.. decided M was better so.. she.. paid for it den.. we.. went to arcade and.. i.. played drums for awhile and.. she.. OSO played abit hehe.. den.. we.. went over to bugis.. to.. see rings.. hehe.. but in de end still decided on that pair which we had our eyes on afew days ago.. from.. perlini's silver.. hehe.. so.. we bought de rings lor.. hehe.. nicenice.. hope she liked it.. but too bad i wasnt de first person to buy for her ring.. heh.. nvm.. lalala.. went home abit earli.. arn 8 i think.. den.. i think i too tired le.. 10pm lidat eyes bcum so droopy.. me.. nw so drowsy.. lol.. so.. me go to slp le.. gd nitez all..Tuesday, August 10, 2004 . 11:09 AM
gonna remove tag board le.. only afew pple taggin/crappin.. useless.. waste of space.. anyone wanna leave last comments or wateva fuck.. just put.. it'll be gone once i feel it doesnt serve a purpose anymore.. which is now..whole day of boredom.. waste so much time in d2 waitin for particular game.. alt tab out den come back see the game come and gone.. join one game liao mother accidentally hit cpu.. whole pc jitao reset.. char died when i came back.. fuked up.. msn no one.. wan go offline liao den got pple.. pui.. wateva..
Monday, August 09, 2004 . 5:57 PM
simple days.. simple life.. but dull.. no $ = no life.. reason? coz wats there to do if u dont hav $.. or rather.. hav a little but u noe u gotta save every cent or as much of it coz of thunderstorm days.. lol i dont call it rainy days.. coz for me its not just rain.. its thunderstorm.. =(anyways.. went out wif laopo ytd..met her after her work at bugis.. watched a movie.. i-robot.. quite good.. some humour inside too.. and some cool parts.. but guess its either u can understand and enjoy it.. or dont and just say its not gd.. my mei say its not good.. dont blame her.. diff pple diff views..
laopo just signed off msn earlier.. she managed to make me sad b4 she logged off.. coz i was lookin 4ward to thur to pei her go cck get her skirt.. and other tings heh.. well tts wat we discussed over dinner ytd.. but turns out she forgot i had a cds excursion on fri.. and she just said she confirm goin down on fri to get skirt.. oh well.. i'm not too worked up over it.. just more of sad.. dissapointed mayb? reason only being coz i luv her alot.. naturally these emotions will get 'enhanced' by the feelings i hav for her..
wont say more here.. i'll just go by the flow.. back to my assignment which i'm doin.. gotta hand it up 2molo.. long overdue.. i totally forgot abt it.. tink would hav stupidly gotten a ZERO if teacher didnt call to ask y.. 1st time i totally..cleanly..blankly forgot about any assignment.. must be my mind too clouded wif things.. sigh.. yes.. happy national day to all too.. ciaoz~
Friday, August 06, 2004 . 2:26 AM
removed the midi le.. life is about change.. so yea.. gotta get used to no more cute midi.. u all oso gotta get used to a little peace and quiet when visitin my blog le.. anyways.. the quietness always just almost naturally makes me think about life.. the shitty things.. the gd things.. memories.. mistakes.. foolishness.. maturity.. my future.. or no future.. sigh..i'm easily contented.. so i'll be happy since i hav a roof over my head and at least a little money to spend.. and a wonderful gf.. and great friends.. there's a principle to go by.. which is : "if you find yourself feeling down or depressed and you think you're in the worst situation, just think of someone in a worse situation then you, and chances are you'll feel better".. found that very true.. there's always someone worse off.. that person could be beside you.. or just someone whom u saw on the street.. or read about in papers and stuff..
cant help thinkin hw life would change for me if i had more cash.. $ = buy alot of nicer clothes and stuff.. $ = able to try alot of food i nvr eaten b4 or seldom eat.. $ = can go more places like theme parks.. chalets.. $ = no nd to borrow from friends le.. instead could be opposite.. i treat my best pals and gf to alot of things.. $ = new pc.. $ = getting diploma cert ( sch fees ma.. if i fail this sem can 4get abt diploma le sigh .!. this world ).. and the list goes on..
back to the main point.. I REMOVED MY MIDI LE.. and dun get me wrong i'm not gettin all sad and gay about it.. just tellin u guys i removed it.. =D now off to bed.. *snorez*