Sunday, July 29, 2007 . 3:06 PM

thanks for the conversation in msn baby..
though i did most of the talking..
but that was wat i wanted..
to be able to say as much as i can..
because i dont know i will ever hav the chance to do so..
i still hope for a chance..
but mayb its just coz i watch too many shows dat hav happy ending..
that nite when u broke the news..
i was too shocked..
too sad..
too lost for words..
but as usual..
i chose the wrong way to react..
and u thought u meant nth to me..
no..
u mean EVERYTHING to me..
in ur blog and frenster..
u say sorry and u've failed..
but i know its not you..
it was me all along..
everyone's telling me to go overseas posting..
gd exposure..
but how can i go when my primary reason is gone from me..
i dont even hav the mental strength to go thru bmt anymore..
my flu is getting worse n worse..
and i'm confined again this weekend coz of field camp..
a long national day weekend after that..
thurs-sunday..
sighs..

i love you baby...

Monday, July 02, 2007 . 4:11 PM

yeahie~~

BABY's COMING BACK TODAY~!~

juz back from my x-ray session at AH (alexandra hospital).. seems i have 4 wisdom tooth i nd to pluck.. 31st july and 14august are my operation dates.. both fall in my BMT timing.. i updated my unit clerk about it ler.. see if whether.. worst to worst.. cancel off my name from BMT oso ler..

man.. SAF likes to makes things messy... zzz.. i oli hope i get wat i want in the end.. i reali making all de effort i can to make sure i get overseas posting.. it'll be pain.. very painful.. to leave my family n baby for 1yr.. but for sake of $.. for the sake of her.. i have to start somewhere..

looking forward to hear her voice later.. hehes.